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      date: Wednesday, February 16, 2005 @ 11:36 pm
      title: Day17: So Speechless.. Debating

      Soaked until I drowned in His presence. It's so comfortable and cozy.
      I saw a vision when I was chatting with God:

      A spiral of wooden antique stairs that leads up into the heaven.. ha!
      Den I took a vertical glance from the side of the stairs up
      and saw many many people (or angels) queueing up along the stairs.
      I zoomed into the top of exit. I saw a garden within the concrete floor.
      There looks like the LOTR: the return of the King 's
      the castle with the white King of Kings tree.. or something like that.
      But was encircled by a river of water. It felt like the real House of God.
      Zoomed out and saw the whole place. It was though floating above the sea.
      It was sort of situtated on the bustling city district's river. New York? Maybe.

      Den I fell asleep after that.. snoring and drooling. -tsk tsk-

      Today was another great day which was so anointed and empowered. Ha!
      I woke up very early yesterday morning. I was so apprehensive abt the debate.
      I took a quick bathe @ the kitchen toliet. Ha! Den I went to a trunce of 'spring' cleaning my desk. I shoved all the rubbish in my wallet and tired to design my wallet with farbic paint. It turned out to be a disaster. YEWW... now my wallet is sparkling blink blink. Ha!
      Did some research on the debating thingy den its lights off.. -Zzzz zzz zzz zzz-

      Morning was like speeding bullet. Blam Zap Boom. Its over liao. Mastered partial faction. Drenched my orientation tee-shirt with sweat. Ha!
      After PE, I was stoning by the gallery, having a pinic of my own. Suddenly..
      I felt the joy of isolation. Not the complete cut off from civilisation or wired society. But the kind of break from social crowd and siting by myself.. enjoying the wonderful creation of the nature. I was in my mini track shorts and marist 'bra', while imagining the field.. the golden field packed with angels kick around. Ha! How interesting.

      I really need that break.. Phew! Otherwise I will burn out again. Somemore it's situtated on Wednesday. A middle weekday break. YEEHA!!! Resting is good.

      My patience went wild after school.. The chemical reaction: apple juice (thanks BERrrr for that) + bending and tormented spirit = me.
      Debating was so like.. pushing me against all odds. I hate odds. I love even... LAME!!! (..")
      It wasn't grool at all to see everyone so intense in the gathering briefing hall. Sigh..

      Me. BERrr. Jia Ying. Chun Keat. Caroline. Candy. Joanna.
      The 1A04 debating representatives and supporters. Yeee... ha!
      All's ready. Judge Judy(s). Timekeepers. Oppos. Us. Spectators.
      Lights. Camera. Roll.


      'This House believes that the Book is Dead. Long Live the Video Screen.'
      However to me, it's : I believe that I'm dead and long live screaming. -Scream!!!-
      The first round. We were the opposition and we weren't the opposition as well.
      We wanted to intro new content, but lack the pushing factors against the preposition.. just abit here and there.. very parallel as mentioned by the guy judge. He was rather kind with his words.

      In the process of the 1st debate.. Jia Ying was 1st speaker, followed by BERrrr den lastly me.. Jia Ying was steadfast. Good intro.
      BERrrr was slightly less steadfast. Good bridge.
      Me was brash and fast. I did some social engineering and made semi-false reports for my arugement. Ha! That's why I didn't need my points to refer to. Ha! What a cover up..
      We lost. Ha!


      2nd round. We were the preposition.
      Initially, our oppos wanted to walk over.. but didn't.
      BERrrr was kind of excited? Ha?!?
      However, there was a sudden set back. The 3rd speaker couldn't be the repeat speaker.
      Ooops..
      But the tables changed, once I saw the confidence BERrrr have for the bridge. She was more fluent and better than previous debate. Den I knew immediately. The battle was half-won.
      I so love her... She came out of her comfort zone and proposed to be the repeat speaker to conclue. I love her so much. Ha! my good buddy ma. :*

      WE WON. Ha!
      1 win - 1 lose..
      And those who went for the debate, should know who was the best speaker. Thus I shall not have any comments about it. Cos I strongly believe that the best speaker is a 'quack' and 'phony' dude as well.. Ha! And by the way, the best speaker is the most handsome speaker I ever met. Ha! double lie.. I deserved to be hung by my toes. :p

      Squash.. I wanted to play since morning. Ha! to exert all my stress on the small black rubber ball. The BLAM BLAM BLAM was though music to my disturbed soul.
      It was only possible after debate, cos a rather heavy burden was released and loosen. -deep breathe and out-

      After picking up the racket, after making a whole racket on the way to the court, I was racked. Now I finally understand why BERrrr and Weifen! were so addicted to it. I was on the process of become a junkie for Squash as well.
      And Emanuel is pro. Naturally talented. And keep it soft.. he trashed the captain of SR squash. SHhhh... ha! The coordination of the ball and his racket was though as One.. experience pays!!!!
      It was quite an enjoyment to play and chat along. There was screaming from the gals as the ball flew ragingly towards their corner. All hell broke loose..
      Candy and her Milky's poo poo.. -tsk tsk-

      Though the sun was still high above, the time told otherwise, it was then 7-plus.
      BERrrr and mine passion for continuing squashing was veto by the rest who wanted to 'zao'. Den I said bye bye to the Mr-nice-guy-of-squash and went home with the passion fading slowly as the evening breeze carried it along.

      I bid farwell and took 25 home.
      I was so zapped, so I decided to soak in His presence after a hot spray.. :p
      I lied on my bed and soaked until I drowned in His presence. It's so ... ...
      -Zzzz zzz zzz zzz-